The Space In-Between

By Debi Cain

At times in the Intensive, it felt as though I went in and out of two dimensions but the part I didn't stress, which was really strong, was the feeling of being "in-between" them. I recall saying to myself that I feel like an "In-Between". I thought of a song from an old Patty Duke movie about being a "funny little in-between". For her, it was more about feeling in-between a tom boy and girl, but that feeling and song have always hung with me and was so strong through-out the intensive.

This morning before meditating I read the first chapter of "You are the Answer" and the last paragraph stated: The human soul has one foot in nothingness and the other in everything and IN-BETWEEN lie all the limitless possibilities of experience that bridge the two into one.

Afterwards, as I was meditating, I went into the Space Between the 1st and 2nd chakra and felt that "In-Between" feeling I had at the Intensive. I could totally see and feel the space of creation. I realized this is where I can "change history" with "what's up" between my 1st and 2nd chakra. I FINALLY reached a point where I could work with my mom. People kept popping in for my attention and I just said hello and stayed with the "change history."

The "spiral of wind" took place (another experience from the Intensive) and the affirmation of my mother and I "chose" each other during incarnation was so real and, actually, loving. Somewhere, I popped up to the 5th because of the sensation in my throat. At Gloria's practice recently, that's where I found the "Rules" you helped me to realize on our phone session and a Tape Recorder and Contract came up. After some clearing here, I popped into the space between the 5th & 6th and was able to do more work with my mom in reference to "renegotiating our contract." Most importantly, I really looked at MYSELF and saw / felt / acknowledged my part in all of this. How I've been doing to her what I felt she does to me -- the Petty Tyrant reversal.

I saw my chakras as the clearing and staging area to move into the "in-between" of chakras to create and re-create and what better timing than right when things come up. The pain in my chakras are the "Spring Boards" for diving into the Space In-Between.