I have been clearing my mom's "perfect pictures" from my 2nd chakra/layer during my daily clearings. During the 1st clearing of John's Level I-II session in September, I questioned if I have my dad's "perfect pictures" in the lower left section of my 3rd chakra.
I saw how a lot of the punishment I do to myself has to do with the "perfect pictures" I have of myself and wanting others to see me as the images I've created. The word "should" kept coming up for me in the exercises. For instance, "this is how I should act based on pictures from others and my own."
The following morning, as I did my clearing, I worked with the symbols of a House in my lower 3rd chakra and a Breaker Box in my upper 3rd chakra. As I turned on the lights in the house with the breaker box, I started bloating or blowing up like a balloon. I was all lit up. Then, it seemed as though the bloating was due to other people's pictures of me in my space. I stamped the pictures "return to sender" and sent them back along with their energy and whacks.
Afterwards, I blew up the rose and all of the lights went out and the bloating was gone. So, here's what came up for me: 1) I'm starting to understand how I run from other's pictures in my space, as well as mine, and I feel/see them in my aura. Until this session, I never really got it at this level.
Now, when I feel punishment (guilt, shame, etc), I know to ask if I'm running from another person's picture vs. my own. Lately, I've been asking "whose energy is this", but now I can relate it more to pictures.
2) What's the difference between a Perfect Picture and a Picture? The word "perfect" came up for me as I thought of my dad's pictures and my own. I questioned if a perfect picture is how you want to be seen or how someone expects you to be/act. Are perfect pictures only associated with my mom's pictures at the ovary level?
John's Response: Perfect pictures can never be satisfied. Both sexes can have them, but every woman comes with a whole set in her reproductive system, and they play a huge part in her every encounter unless she's female grounded.
I saw how a lot of the punishment I do to myself has to do with the "perfect pictures" I have of myself and wanting others to see me as the images I've created. The word "should" kept coming up for me in the exercises. For instance, "this is how I should act based on pictures from others and my own."
The following morning, as I did my clearing, I worked with the symbols of a House in my lower 3rd chakra and a Breaker Box in my upper 3rd chakra. As I turned on the lights in the house with the breaker box, I started bloating or blowing up like a balloon. I was all lit up. Then, it seemed as though the bloating was due to other people's pictures of me in my space. I stamped the pictures "return to sender" and sent them back along with their energy and whacks.
Afterwards, I blew up the rose and all of the lights went out and the bloating was gone. So, here's what came up for me: 1) I'm starting to understand how I run from other's pictures in my space, as well as mine, and I feel/see them in my aura. Until this session, I never really got it at this level.
Now, when I feel punishment (guilt, shame, etc), I know to ask if I'm running from another person's picture vs. my own. Lately, I've been asking "whose energy is this", but now I can relate it more to pictures.
2) What's the difference between a Perfect Picture and a Picture? The word "perfect" came up for me as I thought of my dad's pictures and my own. I questioned if a perfect picture is how you want to be seen or how someone expects you to be/act. Are perfect pictures only associated with my mom's pictures at the ovary level?
John's Response: Perfect pictures can never be satisfied. Both sexes can have them, but every woman comes with a whole set in her reproductive system, and they play a huge part in her every encounter unless she's female grounded.
-Debi Cain
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